perjantai 16. marraskuuta 2012
it's getting dark and cold inside me
find it on lookbook (it's getting so dark it's almost impossible to take pictures outside which i truly dislike.)
i'm losing my mind. i have such a lot of school work to do; essay about a book, essay about media, written work of geography, movie review in english, math sample test and 5-page-short story. even better, i have my exam week beginning in next friday. and better still, i haven't been feeling well with myself. yay.
but there's a reason to smile: today i found a shirt thrown to the far end of my closet. it was like two months ago or something when my mom dropped by at my room asking if i would want it. 'it doesn't fit me anymore,' she said.
i kept and kept considering. 'nah..' i mumbled slowly, still uncertain.
'okay, i just wanted to ask 'cause, you know, i was going to recycle it anyway.'
'...............give it to me!'
xd that's just so.. me. but today i realized i had completely forgotten it until now. i was a little scared to take a look at it - was it all that nice, really? - but what i found was a wonderful surprise. i liked it so much more than i remembered i did then. and i love to make something that isn't needed anymore to be in use again, as well as getting a piece of clothing i like without having to have a bad conscience for buying it.
ps. i'm sorry for having a lack of english words today - i just can't get those in my mind so it's pretty hard to write...